Well.. As this is my own blog, I will just type out whatever I am feeling right now. So, if anything that offend anyone, I am sorry. Well, I don't know what I am thinking recently. I am probably lost. There is so many things that I wanted to type but I just can't bring myself to do it. Why is it so ? If only you understand how I feel in the first place... So, everything start off with that in-tolerable mistake I made. I felt sinful and sorry for that. But I know that it is pointless to say now. Hopefully time can heals everything... Sigh! I don't even understand myself now. I like to screw things up at the crucial moment. True ? Ya I agreed too ( Only when everything is explained clearly ). I found out that.. I am always kept in the dark. ( I am a human too, I do have feeling too... ) Ok! I'm not trying to blame you or whatsoever. Just wanted to make clear of my feeling ( If only you understand... ) Why can't you just share your problem with me ? ( Well, you said that you'll solve your own problem ) But I don't like the feeling of being in the dark. ( I hope you can understand... ) Hais, I really don't feel like bringing the topic out again but I just can't stop myself. Can't we just compromise each other ? Ok, I know it is difficult for you as because of my SIN. Hais! PLEASE.. Tell me what to do ? Zzzzz... Ok, enough of it... Hope you're doing well during your holiday. Please take good care of yourself, okay ? " I will never repeat my mistake "