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PTE LIM JIN GUANG, JASON
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Hmm... Went to school as usual... Then Melissa smsed me and ask me to lunch together... Then during my break , I go shopping arcade to meet Aiying and Melissa... Food Junction havent open yet because it is changing to "KOU FU" (( Under renovation I think )).. Hmm.. Mcdonald so crowded.. and the queue quite long also.. So I queued in a cafe for black pepper chicken rice + 2 cups of mushrooms ( one for me and one for melissa ).. And guess what ?? There is actually no pepper around.. And I actually added SALT into the mushroom soup... Zzzzz... Damn.. So salty.. Melissa...Paiseh ar.. xD... LOLs.. Then.. I did something er xin ?? I poured the mushroom into my black pepper chicken rice because the rice and chicken are tasteless.. LOLs... Then both of them watch me eat in a sexy manner... xD... HAHAHAHAHAs... Blahblahblah... School dismiss at 5.45 p.m.. And guess what ?? I forgotten I am having driving lesson at 6.50 p.m and I am wearing SLIPPER... GOSH... Make me walk all the way to bus stop and go home to change to track shoes.. LOLs.. Whee ~ you ~ wHee... Today's driving is very FUN.. =DD.. I get to drive on public road... Not only public road.. Almost around the whole AMK... HAHAs.. VEry fun =DD.. Can speed + alot of things.. LOLs.. blahblahblah... Instructor praise me that my driving skill is good except that... I didnt check for my blind spot often... xD.. I scare later I sprain my neck.. xD.. HAHAHAHAs.. Well... Went to YCK market to eat dinner after my driving.. then ... HOME SWEET HOME... =DD... TaKe caRe aNd GoOd NIte gUys...



!!!!!! CAUTION !!!!!!!! Those who currently like MISS HOR AI YING !!!! Please take note that she is a LESBIAN !!!!!!! xD... HAHAHA... MISS LEONG YU TING.... PLEASE BEWARE OF HER !!!!! =DD...




*BINGO!


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

29th April : Hmm.. Went to Turf city 的 Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant and eat Dim Sum... Bro drove.. LOLs.. Then finish eating le... Dad drive us to Lot 1 to watch movie " Wild Hogs".. WOWs... Nice movie =DD.. Comedy leh.. LOLs.. Funny funny funny.. =DD... Watch it yrself.. LOLs.. Hmm... Then went to Jurong 的 Imm lor.. Booked a table for 5 persons at Long Beach Restaurant because full le... Shopped around and head back to eat lor... Crab de gravy quite cold bah.. lol.. Overall.. Still not bad lor.. Hmm... Head back home after which.. HOME SWEET HOME.. Short post ?? LOLs.. Good for viewer =DD..


Hmm.. Eileen sent me this url " http://www.psychologies.co.uk/tests_you.php?testId=3349 " My result is : ~ You are pretending to be yourself : the self that you have constructed ~.. So.. what are you waiting for ?? Try it out and share with me if u want =DD.. TAKe caRe anD gOoD niTe gUyS...



*Suddenly wanted to type something but never mind.. It doesnt matter anyway =DD...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

27th April : Hmm... Lucky me ?? Actually going to Orchard at 6 p.m ++ to meet my cousins.. In the end , I 8p.m then leave my house... LOLs.. And guess what ?? I rotted at Far East Shopping Mall to watch THEM playing billard and number balls... WTH ?? Rotted at there for 3 HOURS !!!! Nobody play with me =((... DAMN it... ~~ Luckily, I reached there at about 8 p.m ++ instead of 6 p.m ++.. IF not, I will shout for help... Crap ~~ Went to Orchard just to have SUPPER ?? Funny me.. ~~.. Had Pig Organ Soup at "kopitiam" opposite Forum... which sucks like hell ?? Dunno simi sai 的 soup... Then... Cabbed home with my brother... Z.z... Went Orchard to spend money on Supper + cab fare ?? STUPID CRAP ~~ NVM ~~ Next time I will be smart .. =(( ... Oh ya.. didnt eat at restaurant... WHY ?? Was told by my cousins that they had EATEN ~~ Whereas earlier on I told my Mum not to cook my dinner... Zzzzzzzz... Bo bian.. Asked my Mum to cook me instant noodle.. Too hungry le... Hais ~~ THE END...



28th April : ESCAPE THEME PARK DAY ~~ LOLs.. Took bus 88 to Pasir Ris to meet my princess(aiying),gay partner(garrick),my darling(melissa),december soldier(yuting) and my monopoly's lover(yvonne)... xD.. HAHAs... Oh ya.. Before I took bus 88... I went to AMK 的 7-11 to buy lottery... FIRST TIME buy leh.. xD.. Because my Mum asked me to help her buy.. LOLs.. Bought two numbers for myself too... Didnt open any of it today.. Trying luck for tomorrow aka later =DD.. Well.. Blahblahblah... All of us meet up le then head to Wan Zai Hong Kong Cafe (( Something like that )) for lunch.. Had shrimp wan ton mee... Not very nice.. LOLs.. Then Took bus 354 to downtown east... Sian...Three rides didnt open which are Cabury, Pepsi & Rainbow... Two of the thrilling machines didnt OPEN... Zzzz... Worst of the worst, Panasonic still not open yet since after the incident ?? Zzzzz... o.0.. Well... Headed to Flipper followed by Haunted house... o.0.. New ride and new "entertainment"... HAHAs.. Something bad about this haunted house is that... NOBODY is trying to scare u IN there ~~ So... Not really fun in there except for the cooling air-con.. xD.. So bo bian... I have to pretend as I am one of the staff there to scare the gals... xD.. HAHAs... Well... Headed to Pirate Ship to play... then mini roller coaster... LOLs.. After that, me and Rick started to change money to play those games that can stand a chance to win prize =DD.. Tried basketball and two other games... Forgot the names.. HAHAs.. Got nothing.. =((... Well... Then we headed to Go-Kart.. Quite a long queue.. about 30 - 40 mins waiting time ~~ After finish driving , we headed to play mini roller coaster again.. HAHAs.. So stupid la... Nothing more to play le so bo bian lor... Playing back the same again.. ~~ Finally, headed to Wild Wet to get ourselves WET.. HAHAs.. Sit infront wont kanna much water ~~ I sat infront while yvonne sat behind me for the first ride.. I didnt kanna much... 2nd ride... i took with Rick and I sat behind.. DAMN it.. Got myself so freaking WET .. Zzzzz... Dirty water somemore.. HAHAs.. Then we all went to toilet to dry ourselves.. Went to mini roller coaster AGAIN to dry ourselves by the breeze.. LOLs.. Then... Headed to pirate ship.. HAHAs.. Aiying and Yvonne took once nia while me, Rick , Melissa and Yuting took thrice consecutively... LOLs.. HEADACHE..xD.. Headed to our last station which is Go-Kart ~~... After finish driving, all rides are closed because already 8 p.m le.. LOLs.. Then we head to the games area.. Some games are still open.. So.. Me and Rick decided to play the water-gun game.. HAHAs.. First round : me vs him and I won a small prize ( white tiger )... 2nd round : Asked Aiying and Melissa to join in too because 4 players play can get medium prize for the winner.. And Rick won.. ( Teddy Bear ).. LOLs.. Then we head to KFC to eat dinner lor.. Shared family feast with them except Yvonne ( She extra..xD.. Ate shroom meal... ).... Woots.. Long long time nv eat KFC de crispy chicken excluding zinger meal.. LOLs.. But downtown east de KFC de chicken not really delicious .. HAHAs.. Gosh.. Think I am going to put on weight liao... Ate 2 and half piece of chicken since Rick is full.. LOLs.. More jia lat thing is... I ate alot of their crispy skins !!!! Gosh... Must take precaution liao... if not later become worst... xD.. Well.. Walked to Pasir Ris Interchange and I went to take bus 88 while they took mrt ... Blahblahblah... HOME SWEET HOME...



Hmm.. Sian... Later going out again... Morning going out to celebrate Brother and Sister's "be-early"(Opposite of "belated"...xD) birthday (( Same date )) HAHAHAs.. Grrr... Going to spend money again... As usual, give $30 to my bro and $20 to sister... Lazy to shop for present..xD.. No la... Because they appreciate money than present... LOLs.. Then my cousins told us that they going to SEOUL garden in the afternoon/evening to celebrate for my brother's birthday.. HAHAs... Why is my "SEOUL" in CAP ?? Sorry but I got phobia of going there ever since the last incident in SEOUL garden... xD... Lao Sai for 3 days consecutively.. TMD ~~ Injection or medicine also no use... WTH lor.. Zzzz... Lost appetite if I recalled about those food I ate... ok.. ENOUGH of it.. HAHAs... Say somemore = vomit liao.. xD... Hmm... That's all for the last two days and today =DD... Will update if any... TaKE caRe anD goOd nItE gUyS...



*HAHAs... Nice one...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

26th April : Went to school as usual... Hmm.. Quite coincidence... A guy came banging onto me.. Who happened to be Huat Leng.. HAHAs.. Then saw him again at level 4 .. Then we two begin to "exchange blows" ...xD.. No la.. Pushing each other.. HAHAs.. Then his classmates who are two girls.. Keep laughing.. It was like duhhh..... ~~ Well.. Then blahblahblah... Saw Zong Xian in toilet and he happened to join VOLLEYBALL... HAHAs.. Ohohoh... Forgot to mention that two of my secondary classmates also joined adventure club... Who are Helmi and Ashraf.. Then Betinna ( Sec-School mate) happened to be our senior of ADC ( Adventure Club) -- She joined since last year.. =DD... Hmm... After dismissed, Andy, Bing Ru, Jin Wei, Po Kee and me took bus 162 to Upper Thomson Road 的 Prata house to eat... Not bad.. and it was CHEAP ~~ LOLs.. Oh ya... Saw Eunice at Prata house 的 nearby bus-stop.. Chatted awhile because she is meeting her frens... Had 1 cheese and plain pratas + milo dinosaur... Everyone of us has the same meal and drink.. HAHAs.. Each pay only $3.70 ?? CHEAP right?? HAHAs.. Hmm.. The cheese prata and the curry is nice.. But dun really like plain prata because they fried it again ?? Dunno.. Quite solid.. Milo dinosaur is nice... Well.. After finish eating, everyone goes seperate ways except me and Jin Wei cabbed home together.. Then funny thing is... When I reached home, Eunice sms-ed me and wanted to borrow 10 bucks from me because she can't find any POSB machine nearby.. LOLs.. Kinda too late and slow.. LOLs.. HOME SWEET HOME...


Hmm... Cant have a good sleep today because dunno which house is renovating... All the drill sound and thingy... So irritating la.. TMD ~~ Well.. Actually having driving lesson at 4.40 p.m, but I managed to sell it away to other.. Reason being : Raining heavily and I am meeting my cousins at Town later ~~ Benny is back from Indonesia so we trying to catch up with each other including other cousins.. Well.. Going to spend again... Zzzzz... Eating in restaurant...Billard... And maybe movie.. LOLs.. BROKE ~~ xD... Nvm... 久久一次 ( once in a "lifetime" ).. LOLs.. OMG ~~ House is so noisy now... Sister brought her friends... Creating havoc ?? or Chaos ?? HAHAs.. Heck care ... Going out soon or later.. Dun wan to be WET BLANKET ~~ That's all bah.. Will update if any... TaKe cARe guyS ~~



*Good for you... =DD


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

25th April : School as usual.. LOLs.. Dismiss at 3 p.m... Then Sasa smsed me and asked me to meet her and Aiying in Mac... Then went Mac with my classmates to look for them lor... Then chit-chatted and crapped with them while my classmates sitting beside me ~~ PRINCESS HOR !!! If you pass your BTT , must treat me eat dinner =DD... If u fail , then cannot blame me le =DD... Trying to stall Aiying and Melissa time but unsuccessful due to blahblahblah... Well.. then went to library to slack with classmates till 4.30 p.m + ... Then we head to stadium to meet up others for adventure club briefing... Blahblahblah... Groups are appointed and my classmates ( Jin Wei and Po Kee ) "跳槽" ( switch group ) to join my group.. HAHAs... Then it began to rain... so heavily that we cant play in the stadium... Blahblahblah... Just like freshmen orientation... Having ice-breaking session followed by games... The real FUN begin... There are more 10 groups or more which consist of at least 10 members... Every group has to go thru stages by stages to complete the GAME... LOLs.. We have 14 members in our group.. But somehow, 6 of the chinese ( chi-na ) went off without telling... Then left 8 ppl lor...

First stage : We have to fill-up two containers with water...Without any cups etc... Only are allowed to use yr mouth and hand... So.. We all run to water cooler and refill our mouth with water then run back to the container spot to fill-up... Repeating the same steps until two of our team mates who are Eddy and Jin Wei refill their mouth with MUD WATER ( from the grass ).. HOLY SHIT... So er xin la... But it is faster in this way.. LOLs..

2nd stage : If I am not wrong, we went to Atrium... Vice-president of ADC (adventure club) give us a "question" to let us figure it... Qn : " Form the largest star " (( Hint : When u look upon the sky... )) We formed a star by lying down but WRONG... Then 5 mins is up and we have to wait for 3 mins for new "question"... Qn : " 5 legs and 15 hands on the floor "... Then we all do alot of stunts lor.. HAHAs.. Finally DONE =DD..

3rd stage : Same place... Given 9 tiles... we have to squeeze together... Then Jin Wei piggyback me while Po Kee piggyback Shan Ning (( Shiok mah ?? HAHAs... ))... Then squeeze lor... DONE =DD.. Proceed to next stage...

4th stage : The toughest stage ?? We are required to do 200 pull-ups !!!!! Each members do abit lor.. HAHAs.. Then thought of a good idea... Eddy become Shan Ning's "ladder" to enable her to do pull-up easily... Then Sufi helped Betty and Suet Mei by holding on to their legs and give them power .. HAHAs... Finally done... =DD

5th stage : Ran to the other end of the school.. DAMN... Tiring lor... Reached there liao.. Have to wait for another group who completed stage 4 earlier than us but yet they are so freaking slow... xD... This stage required two groups to play... Item ( football) is placed in the middle of two groups... Every member has their own number... When number is called , we have to rush forward to get the ball... (( Those members of either one group who didnt manage to get the ball , will be eliminated ))... First call : all EVEN numbers... Our group won... The other group de even numbers are eliminated... HAHAs... Second call : All girls if I am not wrong... and again... We won... Their girls are eliminated... The other group left with 2 ppl nia.. so pathetic la.. HAHAs.. We are still united as 8 ppl !!! And also.. Their group got more than 14 ppl lor ... LOUSY ~~~ xD... Well... Referee picked some eliminated guys to join in for the last/third CALL... Last/third call : EVERYONE who is still qualified for that game... CHIONG AR... Ma jiam like rugby la... So fierce de... Somehow, I am standing behind and just nice the ball flied to me and I head back to our starting point and we WON ~ of cos =DD ...


Final stage : Have to head back to Atrium for our last game.. LOLs.. Played against another group ... In a box of tiles , everyone is required to enter in the "battlefield" ... First attacker has to jump to either one of the tile (( vertical and horizontal of the attacker stepping on 的 tile will be eliminated ))... Slowly and slowy... Left me, Po Kee, Jin Wei and some of our team mates against another group... Referee said " Last attack will determine which group is the winner " =DD.. And I happened to be the last attacker =DD... Of cos... WE WON =DD... Did a wonderful attack... HAHAHAs...

Well well well... WE ARE THE FIRST of all GROUPS... So proud of it =DD.. Blahblahblah... 9.30 p.m liao... Woots.. So late le... finally dismissed.. HAHAs... Oh ya... Paiseh... Forgot to introduce my teammates... HAHAs... I will only mention those 8 who stayed for the FUN =DD.. They are " Betty, Shan ning, Suet mei , Eddy, Sufi, Jin Wei, Po Kee and me " ... =DD... GROUP 05 IS THE BEST =DD... HAHAs... Then trade contact number lor... Have all of them de contacts of cos ~~ .. HAHAs... Next training will be on next Wed... Same time... HAHAs... Oh ya... In our group, only me, Jin Wei and Po Kee are from year 2 while the rest are year 1... excluding group leaders... HAHAs... Well... Then took our bag and go home lor... Chatted with Betty because she need my help in "Autocad" which I learnt last year... LOLs... She so "fierce" de lor... Have another CCA which is dragon-boating.. OMG.. Nu Qiang Ren... HAHAs... Blahblahblah.. Then all went seperate ways... HOME SWEET HOME... Guess what ?? I didnt eat my dinner today... Zzzz... Not on diet... Is because of the rain and the time that we are dismissed... Then lazy to go eat le.. ~~ "First" time that I can survive without dinner.. POWER... xD...


Conclusion: The activities are fun although we are tired.. HAHAs.. Ma jiam training our stamina.. xD.. keep running here and there.. HAHAs.. Never regret joining it =DD.. Luckily I got my classmates with me in this CCA, if not I won't join le.. HAHAs.. Heng they agreed with me that it is FUN =DD..


Hmm... We have to undergo a 6 months training course before we can pick our choice in either trekking , mountain-climbing, rock-climbing , kayaking, camping etc... But.. U can choose more than one =DD... Interested ?? Come join us on next wednesday 5p.m at NYP stadium =DD... Cool... The seniors are going oversea at june.. Dunno whether we got chance to go or not... 7 days trip... Mountain climbing... COOL ~~ HAHAs.. SIAN la.. Having school at 10.10 a.m ... End at 9.30 p.m.. WTH... SIAN... Then Jin Wei , Po Kee and me decided to go either RK house or Prata house or Jalan kayu to eat roti-prata after dismiss... HAHAs.. Since Friday no school =DD... Must make full use of the time =DD.. That's all for today bah... GoOd NitE aNd TaKe cArE gUyS... Hope you dun fall asleep while reading my post =PP...


*Busy schedule (( Study , CCA , Driving and Gaming )) ...



Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Yes.. Finally drive on public road... Quite fun... Blahblahblah... Having school at 9 a.m later... SIAN... Eyebags getting more and more jia lat... ZZZZZ... Hopefully I can adjust my sleeping time after I have finish with what I should ~~ Just a short post to show that I am still alive...=PP...



Warning: For the above "craps" that are mentioned, are based on my instinct..So if it happened to be false, I won't hold any responsibility to it...And if u happened to dislike the way I typed, please kindly alt-F4 or simply move yr cursor to "X" and left-click it... !!!!!!!! =DD

Sometime I really don't understand it but sometime I do... However, I have to rely on my instinct ~~ By reading it, I understand and I know that you are enjoying it... So... Jia you bah =DD... Seeing you cheerful/happy in this way, my heart is relieved ~~ So.. I think I no longer have the priority to "invade" your privacy anymore... And also no longer have the priority to get jealous or angry anymore... ~~ Hopefully you can get used to your new "life" =DD... Or perhaps you already did... Who knows ?? Only u knows =DD... Well... I think you won't get bothered or troubled by me anymore which is a good sign... Sorry but I have to let go... The longer I am holding on to it, the loosen it get.. The loosen it get, the impact to me gets bigger... In order to balance/neutralise it , I decided to get out of this game... Because no matter how hard I try, I just couldn't complete the "stage"... It is meaningless for me to play a game where winner is not selected.. No matter how hard I try, I will never break the record of this game... ~~~ Is it really hard to answer a person when a person only asking you a simple question ?? To you, I think the answer will be "yes"... All in all, it is because you are having doubts... Which are been found out soon later ~~ I trust in my instinct... ~~ I am actually a passer-by ~~... It is time for me to leave from your "country" and return to my "hometown"... I have been thinking and thinking of whether want to type out how I feel and etc... I think it is the best way by blogging it...

(( BHB/Thick-Skinned Parts )) : It is you who do not cherish me.. It is you who " .... " me... All in all, thank you for sparing your time to entertain me... 享受过程...

I am not a good guy.


TaKe cAre AnD gOoD niTe, mY fRieNd(s) ~~




*It ends tonight... :'(


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Oh gosh...In NYP now ~~ Yawning... Having driving at 8.50 p.m... Guess I am going to buang liao... Curse me to die bah =DD... Very tired... Eyes shutting down ... Zzzzz... But no choice... Already booked for my driving le... Hmm... Today dismiss at 6 p.m... Went to AMK HUB to buy 1 nike sport short while Jin Wei bought adidas sport short... What are we two going to do with it ?? Having rock-climbing tomorrow... Was told to wear sport attires... LOLs.. After finish shopping , went to S-11 and eat dinner with Jin Wei and Po Kee... Chit-chatted awhile... They all took bus home while I took bus to NYP and use laptop lor... Since it is like still early to my driving lesson... Hmm.. First time using lappy in toilet...xD... Cool isn't it ?? LOLs.. Well... That's all for now... Will update later if I am still alive =DD... TaKe caRE guyS




*Fine...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

23rd-24th April : Went to school as usual... School ended at 6p.m.. Decided to go AMK central de MAC and eat dinner... Bing Ru, Ryan and Po Kee wanted to do their presentation slides in MAC.. HOWEVER, none of them bring the book and can't connect to internet... SUAY lor.. Then we headed to arcade and play... I played till 8.15 p.m before I went off... Walked to SSDC from AMK central... Quite far ~~.. Having driving lesson at 8.50 p.m ~~... Later going to go apply my PDL ( Provisional Driving License ) during my 2 hours break ~~... Then later at night 8.50 p.m , I can drive on public road le =DD... Looking forward to it .. xD... Well... I must admit that schooling is better than rotting at home... xD.. At least we get to study, chit chat with classmates and have fun of cos.. =DD.. That's all ~~


Oh well... There is nothing left for me to say... I DO take it to my heart... I think I shouldn't hide my feeling anymore... Sometimes, we have to be brave to face the problem !! No harm sharing ?? I dunno what to say and what to do... I really dunno ~~~ Let nature take its course ?? My cousin did "scold" me for being lame or immature by saying that ~~ Well... I am running out of speeches ~~ What should I do ?? Please tell me ~~ I am feeling so uneasy... feeling so complicated... Worst of the worst, I HATE MYSELF ~~ Is GOD really fair to all of us ?? Why did GOD created opportunities when people are not ready/prepared ?? The question "WHY" is always not solved ~~ YES !! U can say that I am lame or stupid for saying all these craps ... However, this blog belongs to me and I have the right to type what I like ~~ If u happened to be unhappy with me or my craps , please kindly GET LOST !!! YES !! I am HOT-TEMPERED and PETTY and whatever you can think of ... But SO what ?? Who cares ?? YES !! This is my true form !! YES !! I am a negative-minded person and tends to think alot of stupid things... BUT sometimes it really come true ~~ But SO what ?? Who cares ?? Everytime when I think I am at the right track , my mind and "it" actually goes wrong ~~ But SO what ?? Who cares ?? Pain/unease is the word that can describe my HEART ~~ Sometimes, I really cannot control my emotions ~~ Internal conflict ?? Should be... Depression ?? Should be... Who cares ?? People might think that I am DOING all these to ATTRACT ATTENTION... But I can tell you... I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ~~ Think whatever you like because it is your mind and not mine... Things might go wild but I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ~~ I am feeling freaking UNEASY !!! I am throwing my TEMPER on BLOG because I couldn't find a better place to DO SO !!!! All those laughters in school that I have ?? I am just trying to keep me away from IT !!! But somehow I couldn't stop thinking about it... IT is so FREAKING COMPLICATED !!! YES !!! I am turning CRAZY !!! Sometimes I hope that I can control my emotions...... But I think it is impossible to do so ~~ I guess I am out-of-order for this week... Hope that I can repair myself !!! If you think that this shoes are old, throw it away and get a new pair of shoes... ~~ I think my previous sentence do carry significance of the craps ?? Think about it ~~ Well... I think I got split personalities ?? Cool isn't it ?? Zzzzzz.... Whoever is unhappy with me , please curse me to die earlier =DD... -THEEND-




*Please end my suffering ?? Getting weaker and weaker to handle it...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Hmm.. This morning, adventure club member called me to inform me about wednesday briefing at 5 p.m... Not long after, Frisbee member called me to inform me about their first training which lies on tomorrow( monday ) at 6p.m... o.0.. Her voice quite sweet wor.. xD.. HAHAs.. Well.. Have no intention to join Frisbee in the first place.. Is my naughty classmate who filled up our names on the registration paper during CCA opening house.. ~~ Hahs.. Sorta wasted her phone call and sms.. xD.. Sorry about it anyway.. ~~ Well.. Should concentrate on one CCA first.. Opps.. Perhaps two CCAs.. Just remember that I still got "external NCC".. HAHAs.. YA !! Is NCC !!... xD... Not uniform group de.. But is also sorta adventure club de... Trying to be adventurous =PP... Supposingly, we are going to celebrate Cheeyau's birthday on Sat... But due to me , we didn't go out... SORRY DUDE ~~.. Well.. No mood to go out anyway ~~...


Blahblahblah... Suddenly started to think alot of "things"... "Things" which are not supposed to think ~~.. xD.. Well... If "things" decided to go its own way, I shouldn't bother about it and will help to keep "things" go steadily... But this "things" keep revolving around my mind and make my heart unease ~~... What should I do to get rid of "things" before it actually "poison" my heart ?? Really don't know what to do... I felt very weak to handle this kind of things... I have been doing other things to keep away from "things".. But somehow it is still haunting me... Nothing seems to help me to get away from "things"...But... I believe in myself !! One day... I am going to make "things" disappear from my mind !! But..When is the "one day" going to be ?? Zzzzz... Well.. Enough of my craps...~~If you do not understand what I mean, that's it... For your information ( FYI ), "things" is equal to non-living "things"...

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Grrr.... I sucks in my time management... Someone teach me how to manage my time well ?? LOLs... As time pass by, I realised that I actually wasted alot of time in some useless thingy... Well... The night is still young... What comes around, goes around... ~~~


Wishing everyone to have happy days ahead... =DD... TaKe caRE anD gOod Nite~~ PEACE



*Happy-Go-Lucky ?? Can I ??...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Hmm... Today brother drive me and his friends to school since Dad went to oversea.. LOLs.. So shiok to drive a car la.. Hmm... School is boring as usual.. And I just can't stop yawning and sleeping in class... Even though I sleep early yesterday , also buay tahan.. WTH is wrong with me ?? LOLs.. Wednesday is the best day among my study days... Less studying hours and dismiss early among the four-studying days.. LOLs.. Went to CCA opening house at sport complex to register for CCA ; registered for adventure club (( consist of all kinds of sports/activities such as kayaking , rock-climbing, camping etc... )) ... Went to SSDC just now... blahblahblah... Abit disappointed... NVM.. No return ~~ Cabbed home because my hp no battery le... Then changed my battery and bath... Actually going to AMK central to play pool/billard with Huat Leng and his classmates de... But in the end , they dont wan to go le.. Then I stay at home lor.. hahas... That's all for today bah... TaKe caRe gUys...




*我喜欢小妹妹带我出去走走...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Oh gosh... What's wrong with my whole body ?? Keep perspiring like nobody's business ?? From school till home till bath-out till in air-con room also PERSPIRE... WTH is wrong with me ?? Zzzzz.... Hopefully this can stop soonnnnnnnnnnnn.... BTH ~~~ Hmm... Managed to sell away my (3) practical lessons today... Why ? So that I can convert to something that everybody thinks is gay... WHo cares?? LOLs.. I happy jiu hao... Or perhaps... Can drive jiu hao .. =DD.. Nothing to hao lian with manual license... No big deal anyway.. =PP.... Going to SSDC tomorrow to convert =DD... Please keep all those comments to yourself =DD.. Thanks !! ...



*我喜欢大姐姐带我出去走走...


Stay Vigilant, Be Resilient

Yesterday was my 1st day of 2nd year.. Bought my lecture notes during break time.. Meet up Huat Leng for lunch together with my classmates.. Then accompany him to his new class... Blahblahblah... Wanted to head to SSDC after dismiss.. But then... Forgot to bring my driving book.. LOLs... Went to AMK Hub with Wai Ho and Po Kee for dinner... blahblahblah ... HOME SWEET HOME...


Oh gosh... I seriously regretted telling u all those craps... Grrrr.... However, I hope you can forget about those crapssssss.... It is too easy to read a person's mind... Zzzzz... I am sorry...Things are not what you are thinking of... =PP.. So... Stop thinking in that way... Thanks !! Speechless ~~


Why is everything happening on me again... Zzzz... I dun wish to... and I really dun wish to... Oh Nature... Please don't do it to me... Please don't come and go as you wish... [[ Not implying anyone ]] I don't need a surprise by that... I have more than enough of it... Please tell me what to do to get rid of IT !!!!!.. Damn it... ~~~ -RANDOM-



*Tired...


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15th April : Hmm... Went for 2nd practical lesson today... Raining... LOLs.. THEEND... xD



16th April : Sad... 1 month ++ de holiday just end like that... Didn't really have much fun... HAHAs.. School reopen today and I haven't buy any lecture notes yet... Zzzzz... Got to queue up and squeeze with alot of ppl especially Year 1 students.. HAHAs.. It is like going into sauna room la... Because printing shop located at 1st storey which dont really have any air-ventilation... Zzzz... Going to wear less less liao.. HAHAs... Sian... Start at 10 a.m and end at 6 p.m... Sigh... It is all about STUDY STUDY STUDY !!! I really hope that I can concentrate and score at least 3 As for this new semester... LOLs... Why ?? I am aiming my Dad's S$500 reward for just 3As nia... HAHAHAHAHAs... xD... Good deal wor.. LOLs.. Hope that the new modules are easyyyyy....

Hmm... I will bring out my courage to do things that I wanted and ignore other people's comments... Think what you want because it is yr brain and not mine... =P.. I do what I want and not doing thing against my will.. =DD.. YES !! I must have my own mind-cept !! So... I have my final decision.. =DD... Thanks anyway... TaKe caRe aNd GoOd NiTe gUyS.... ~~



*I don't want to think too much as it might burn the data in my brain...


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11st April : Hmm.. Didnt wake up on time because very late then sleep... So.. Was late for the meeting at Pasir Ris... Meet Allen, Garrick , Jonathan at NTUC... 4 "gays" shopping for BBQ food.. Bought over-budget at that moment.. Cab down to Costa Sand.. Check in and keep our food in fridge before heading to downtown east and play pool/LAN.. Not long after, Jian Rong and Ying Xuan came, then Allen and Jonathan went back to room to find them.. Then all of us meet up at Mac for dinner lor... Blahblahblah... Can't managed to sleep for long hours because was disturbed by Ying Xuan all the while.. LOLs.. Blahblahblah...



12nd - 13rd April : Went to eat breakfast + lunch ( brunch ) at food court.. Had penang fried kway tiao... Quite delicious bah.. Then went to play arcade + pool and LAN.. Then head back to room to prepare for BBQ.. At the same time, me and Allen went to rent 3 double-seater bikes ( overnight )...$25 each from 5 p.m - 10.30 a.m.. Abit not worth bah.. Because can't find the same fun like last time... xD... Well.. Blahblahblah... CL, Rick and me cycle to Pasir Ris Mrt Station to Lobang 3 VIPs ?? LOLs.. Btw... Was Rick's idea... =P.. Then I lobang Yuting , Rick lobang Aiying and CL lobang Yvonne.. Helped Yvonne to carry her bag ( with red wine ).. Girly..xD.. Blahblahblah... Ppl who came for BBQ/Chalet : Adeline, Ai Ying, Allen, Chao Yu, Choon Leong, Garrick, Huat Leng, Jason, Jian Rong, Jie Hui, Jonathan, Lourdes, Melissa, Wee Liat, Ying Xuan, Yu Ting, Yvonne and Zhi Xuan... Allen, Choon Leong, Garrick, Jonathan, Melissa, Ying Xuan and me played water war.. It is either using water bottle or pushing each other into swimming pool.. LOLs.. A security guard came and we ran.. LOLs.. But somehow, he managed to track down our room...Blahblahblah.. The girls went home.. Cycled with Rick and Jie Hui till 3+ I think.. Then went back to room and rest awhile and continue cycling with Jie Hui and Zhi Xuan while Rick went to sleep and Wee Liat have to take care of CL who is lying on the floor.. Cycled till 5+ before we head back to room.. And I sleeped for awhile..YES..Awhile...Why?? This time round...Is Zhi Xuan ( Another Xuan ) who disturbed my sleep.. LOLs.. Only managed to sleep for few hours before I have to wake up and bath and check out..Returned bikes and have MAC for breakfast... HOME SWEET HOME.. Slept till 5.30 p.m and wake up to bath.. Have to go SSDC for my very 1st driving lesson.. Hmm.. Instructor is patient with me because I am a beginner.. LOLs.. Driving is fun of cos.. But driving a manual car isn't easy at the start.. Have to master clutching skill at least till perfect.. I only have 1/4 de clutching skill because I always let go of the clutch too much.. My leg lost sense of touch le.. xD.. HAHAHAs.. Instructor praise me for my turning at bends...But I think he is quite disappointed with my clutching... LOLs.. Nvm.. Practice makes perfect ... =DD.. Shall see how before I convert to AUTOMATIC.. xD.. If I still cant manage to master my clutching skill, all I have to do is to convert to AUTOMATIC.. No choice.. I am afraid to take risk and I have no time to lose.. =PP.. I rather not to take risk than saving pride.. =DD.. Shall let my legs decide.. HAHAs.. All I can say is.. DRIVING IS FUN ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU DONT HAVE TO CHANGE GEAR + STEPPING ON CLUTCH.. So... Automatic car is the only model that you dont have to.. =DD.. tAke CAre & gOoD nIte Guys...




~Chalet isn't as fun as last time... Maybe because of not enough of rest, untidiness and so on... Anyway, we have to thanks Allen for this chalet although it isn't a very successful chalet... Ppl who understand what I mean should know... -RANDOM-




*Why do we have to complicate things when something get out of hand ?? Should we blame Nature or ourselves ?? God knows... -RANDOM-


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9th April : Hmm.. Went to JinWei's chalet at Aranda... Meet up Andy, Bing Ru and Po Kee at YCK Mrt station.. Then took train to Orchard and changed to Bus 5... Blahblahblah... Reached Downtown East... Waiting for Mervyn to come before we head to JinWei's chalet... Reached and passed present to JinWei... Andy, Mervyn and me shared a belt for him... While Bing Ru and Po Kee shared shirt for him... Then the-future-chef ( JinWei ) bbq food for us... Why did I say he is future-chef ?? Because his dad is a big chef in dunno which hotel.. Forgot.. HAHAs.. Blahblahblah... We went to play pools... Blahblahblah... Head to Mcdonald and have our supper.. LOLs.. Were joking around with a Ang Mo staff in MAC... Very funny la.. My classmates keep disturbing her.. HAHAs.. They purposely speak Chinese whereas tat Ang Mo dun understand.. LoLs.. Then my classmates asked for " La Jiao " ( Chilli )... That Ang Mo "arm chio" (( She thought that we are saying "Lan Jiao" )) ... HAHAHAHAs... LAUGH OUT LOUD !!! Then manager or dunno who helped her and correct her thinking... Damn funny , okay ?? LOLs... Then eat finish le... Head back to chalet... Decided to stay overnight as they keep asking me to stay.. LOLs.. Then played poker game... HOHOHOHOs... Who ask them to ask me to stay overnight... Serve them ( some) right... xD... I won $30 ++.. LOLs.. Mostly was from Mervyn ( Kind-Donator)..HAHAs.. Sorry dude ( Mervyn), tear yr shirt.. HAHAHAs.. But serve you right too... Who asked you to take my wallet and run away... Luckily, I am TRACKER...xD... Then played mahjong awhile ( for fun )... Then Bing Ru and me nothing to do.. Then we started to play In-Between... After awhile, Mervyn joined in the fun... I lend him 50 cents.. And he actually won $10± (( Including playing "pairs" ))... Zzzz... Nvm... At least I still won $20± ... HAHAs.. Well.. 6 a.m le... Decided to walk to Pasir Ris Interchange... Took bus 88 to AMK then switch to bus 265... HOME SWEET HOME...



11st April : Zzzzzz... Look at the time now... Hais... I have to wake up at 9 a.m later... Having chalet later again... But this time round, is with secondary pals... LOLs.. Hopefully I can wake up.. LOLs.. Meeting them at Pasir Ris at about 11 a.m +... LOLs.. Gonna be a tiring day... Nvm.. No activity for the first day... Having BBQ on the second day... And third day... HOME SWEET HOME.. LOLs.. Will update when I come back... =DD... GoOd NiTe aNd TaKe cAre gUys...




*Don't worry, be happy =DD ...


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Should I cry or Should I bang the wall or Should I blame myself or Should I don't give a damn ??



Hmm... Went to Orchard to meet the guys ( Huat Leng, Garrick, Allen, Nigel, Ying Xuan, Chee Yau, Jian Rong, Eng Ann and Jonathan )... Went to Far East Plaza and eat lunch... Then accompanied Huat Leng to buy clothes + jeans... After that, we decided to go Far East Shopping Mall to play Billiard + LAN game ( DOTA )... LOLs.. Was fun... After we fimished our game, Choon Leong reached... Went to Food Republic and eat dinner... Blahblahblah... Reached AMK.. Went to the salon that I always go... o.0... A beginner cut my hair... actually is not bad de la... but.. She go shorten my fringe when I asked not to... Z.z... Now look like kuku guy... Zzzzzz.... MY FRINGE !!! HOW LONG MUST I WAIT TO LET IT GROW LONG !!!! SIANz... BWG !!! Aiya... Who cares... Nobody wants to see also... HAHAs... Should go buy a cap soon...xD ... THEEND !!!! TaKe CAre gUys...




*Should have listen to you in the first place... Zzzzz


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UPDATED !!! In case someone(s) complain about my blog again... BIG enough mah ?? LOLs.. If this font size still cannot see clearly, please get yourself a new spec... =DD... HAHAHAHAHAs... Hmm... Nothing much to blog.. Later have to wake up at 9 a.m ++ ... Now what time liao sia... Zzzzz... not enough of sleep liao.. JIA LAT !!!! Hopefully I am able to wake up and prepare... HAHAHAs... =PP... Anyway, I will upload the pictures taken on WED ASAP... =DD... Was kinda lazy and late now... So... Next time bah =DD... Time to bed... GoOd NitE aNd TaKe caRE gUys...




*Sometime people tend to ......... when they ......... it


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4th April : o.0 ... HUAT LENG !!! Welcome back !!! HOME SWEET HOME ar... =DD... Went to causeway point to meet Nigel , Garrick and Esther... Reached there for like 15 mins or so before they reached... LOLs.. Went to food mall and eat mixed beef soup + rice and nata de coco + jelly... LOLs.. Ohoh.. Esther recommended us a stall ( outside bread talk ) that sell cheese sausage... OMG !! Delicious and yummy... 100% better than cinema de cheesy hotdog.. HAHAs .. Well.. Nigel want to go woodlands point to shop for pants.. Then we accompanied him lor... Blahblahblah... Bought a MP4 ( 1 GB ) for Huat Leng ... Actually was shared by me, Garrick, Aiying and Melissa de... In the end, Rick managed to find alot of "share-r" .. HAHAs.. He is a good salesman la.. HAHAs.. So.. That MP4 was shared by 11 ppl including me.. Well.. Cab down to yew tee Mrt station to meet up the rest... Meet up Allen , Choon Leong, Zhi Xuan, Jie Hui, Wee Liat, Jian Rong, Jonathan and Ying Xuan at Yew Tee Mrt Station.. Then walked to Huat Leng house... His mum is waiting under the void deck for us (( Giving Huat Leng a surprise )) .. LOLs... Then meet up Adeline, Chao yu, Lourdes , Chew Xian, Hsin Lei, Chee Yau, Eng Ann and Benson too... Then went up to his house and give him a surprise.. He was so shocked la... HAHAs.. Whee~you~wee... Huat Leng become muscular and handsome !! Botak !! HAHAs.. His mum bought alot of food.. And also ordered pizzas... Not long after , Aiying, Melissa and Yvonne came ... Followed by Angela, Wei Qi and lastly, Li Ling... LOLs.. These are the people who came to celebrate and give Huat Leng a surprise... =DD... Blahblahblah... A group of people ( Adeline, Lourdes, Eng Ann, Garrick , Melissa, Yvonne, Aiying and Jonathan ) started to play True Or Dare ~~~ LOLs.. Was very funny la... Do one action also need so long period of time... HAHAs.. Actions consisted of KISSING, HUGGING, PULLING LEG'S HAIR, POKING BUTTOCK, TWIST NIPPLES ( GIRL TWIST BOY ) and TWIST BUTTOCK... LOLs... Maybe still got but I can't remember... Wasn't playing anyway.. LOLs... Well.. We took several group photos.. Will upload it once I found my wire ~~ HAHAs.. It was kinda late, so we decided to leave... Some went to Yew Tee and eat supper while the others took train towards Jurong.. Only I am the extra one who took train towards Marina Bay... HAHAs.. Nvm... Xi Guan le... LOLs.. Reached AMK and decided to da-bao my beloved MEATBALLs minced pork noodle.. As usual... 14 MEATBALLS... YUMMY and DELICIOUS =PP... Well.. HOME SWEET HOME... GoOd NiTe aNd TakE cARE gUys...





*You can control your action but not your mind...


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1st April : Happy April Fool Day... Guess what ?? I was fooled by Mr Lai Choon Leong... LOLs.. CRAP !!! Well.. Anyway, today went out with CL and Allen... Then Weiqi came to meet us... Then blahblahblah.... Bought friendship bands... And thanks to Mr Lai again... Caused me to waste $9.90 to buy a glasses that I seldom wear... LOLs.. Nvm... For collection... xD... Went to eat dinner... Then take train home lor... I guess it is a boring day... xD.. No offence... HOME SWEET HOME... Short post... Lazy to summarize all... Am sleepy now... Good nite and Take cAre gUys...




*Numb...


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Hmm.. Everything came to an end ?? I dunno .. At least we are still friends... Best friends...Or close friends... =DD... Yesterday clarified things with her... Well... My doubts are cleared... All the while, it was just my wishful thinking...Hmm.. I misjudged her actions, the way she speak towards me... Everything was wrong from the very first moment... Well.. Although it was not a fruitful wait, however, I am very happy for the time we spent together...the joy... the fun... those craps etc...... Dun worry... I have fully understood everything from now... I can only blame myself for having those wishful thinking... Well.. As what you said, let's remain as friends forever bah... Maybe both of us are not mature enough to handle any r/s yet... But please be reminded... If you ever need listening ears, I will lend you mine... If you need shoulder to cry on, I will lend you mine... If you need help, approach me.. If you are bored, you can sms or call me ( At most I will make yr particular day more boring... xD ) HAHAs.. Don't forget that I will be your loyal friend who will always by your side at any time you need... =DD... U asked me...Why I keep laughing during our conversation... That's because " Laughter is the best medicine in Earth"... =DD... I don't want to show you my sad side because I don't want you to worry... =DD...I will be alright... =DD.. Guess I am going to revert back to my normal lifestyle... GAME GAME GAME... All I can do is to play game to keep me occupied... I guess it is the best way afterall.. =DD... I guess I am going to stop here... Because the longer I dragged to type, the latest I am going to sleep.. LOLs.. Hope everything will be alright... I hope you are doing fine now... Last but not least, this is the last time I am going to wish you Happiness... =DD.. Good luck and all the best in everything you do... =DD... TaKe caRE anD goOd niTe gUys...





~I have decided to take this path... To search for new route... To have a fresh start ahead.. However, I don't think I will get myself involve in any r/s now... Having friends are the greatest joy afterall... Now I don't have to restrict myself anymore... =P... Being a bachelor/single is not a bad idea ... HAHAs... At least I still have friends around... I will cherish my friends de... =DD... Don't you guys ever leave me alone to rot... HAHAHAHAHAs... No matter how hard I have just fell, I will always try my very best to stand up.. However, time is required to recover... Shouldn't brood over those unhappiness anymore... I am unbeatable !!!!!!





*Best friends forever...


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