PTE LIM JIN GUANG, JASON
Attached to AIYING ♥
19/12/1988
[NSF/REGULAR]
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BMTC School [1/2]
[YANKEE] Company
Platoon [3]
Section [4]
Bed [09]
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23rd-24th April : Went to school as usual... School ended at 6p.m.. Decided to go AMK central de MAC and eat dinner... Bing Ru, Ryan and Po Kee wanted to do their presentation slides in MAC.. HOWEVER, none of them bring the book and can't connect to internet... SUAY lor.. Then we headed to arcade and play... I played till 8.15 p.m before I went off... Walked to SSDC from AMK central... Quite far ~~.. Having driving lesson at 8.50 p.m ~~... Later going to go apply my PDL ( Provisional Driving License ) during my 2 hours break ~~... Then later at night 8.50 p.m , I can drive on public road le =DD... Looking forward to it .. xD... Well... I must admit that schooling is better than rotting at home... xD.. At least we get to study, chit chat with classmates and have fun of cos.. =DD.. That's all ~~
Oh well... There is nothing left for me to say... I DO take it to my heart... I think I shouldn't hide my feeling anymore... Sometimes, we have to be brave to face the problem !! No harm sharing ?? I dunno what to say and what to do... I really dunno ~~~ Let nature take its course ?? My cousin did "scold" me for being lame or immature by saying that ~~ Well... I am running out of speeches ~~ What should I do ?? Please tell me ~~ I am feeling so uneasy... feeling so complicated... Worst of the worst, I HATE MYSELF ~~ Is GOD really fair to all of us ?? Why did GOD created opportunities when people are not ready/prepared ?? The question "WHY" is always not solved ~~ YES !! U can say that I am lame or stupid for saying all these craps ... However, this blog belongs to me and I have the right to type what I like ~~ If u happened to be unhappy with me or my craps , please kindly GET LOST !!! YES !! I am HOT-TEMPERED and PETTY and whatever you can think of ... But SO what ?? Who cares ?? YES !! This is my true form !! YES !! I am a negative-minded person and tends to think alot of stupid things... BUT sometimes it really come true ~~ But SO what ?? Who cares ?? Everytime when I think I am at the right track , my mind and "it" actually goes wrong ~~ But SO what ?? Who cares ?? Pain/unease is the word that can describe my HEART ~~ Sometimes, I really cannot control my emotions ~~ Internal conflict ?? Should be... Depression ?? Should be... Who cares ?? People might think that I am DOING all these to ATTRACT ATTENTION... But I can tell you... I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ~~ Think whatever you like because it is your mind and not mine... Things might go wild but I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ~~ I am feeling freaking UNEASY !!! I am throwing my TEMPER on BLOG because I couldn't find a better place to DO SO !!!! All those laughters in school that I have ?? I am just trying to keep me away from IT !!! But somehow I couldn't stop thinking about it... IT is so FREAKING COMPLICATED !!! YES !!! I am turning CRAZY !!! Sometimes I hope that I can control my emotions...... But I think it is impossible to do so ~~ I guess I am out-of-order for this week... Hope that I can repair myself !!! If you think that this shoes are old, throw it away and get a new pair of shoes... ~~ I think my previous sentence do carry significance of the craps ?? Think about it ~~ Well... I think I got split personalities ?? Cool isn't it ?? Zzzzzz.... Whoever is unhappy with me , please curse me to die earlier =DD... -THEEND-
*Please end my suffering ?? Getting weaker and weaker to handle it...
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