PTE LIM JIN GUANG, JASON
Attached to AIYING ♥
19/12/1988
[NSF/REGULAR]
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BMTC School [1/2]
[YANKEE] Company
Platoon [3]
Section [4]
Bed [09]
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First of all... I have read yr post... I really don't know what to say except apologising to you.. I KNOW.. It is not as easy as i thought... and I KNOW... SORRY is not going to cure those awful comments that i had typed or accused u... As u claimed that i do not understand you at all, maybe it is somehow true.. If u think that yr relationship with him is still in good condition, go ahead... i wont do anything to stop u as i am already powerless.. Well.. I really dunno what to say.. I admitted that i was wrong in giving unpleasant comments about u.. but... nvm... i know that everything that i am going to say now... is already useless... Do what u think is right bah.. maybe even it cost our friendship to end... i can only respect your final decision... Seriously, i know my words have hurted u deep down in yr heart.. And i know i was just trying to make things worst.. but everything happened so suddenly... What i have typed... Was things that appeared in my mind... i just cant control myself from typing all those angrily comments... PLEASE understand it TOO... Last but not least... DUI BU QI..
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Well.. Or B Quack to me bah... 4 incidents happened today.. First of all, I dropped all my sweet all over the floor when i was trying to take out from my pocket.. Secondly, i dropped my HP on the escalator after me and Rick hang up... Thirdly, one drop of nacho cheese landed on my shirt... LASTLY, I might lose a friend.... Hais... Suay aint it ? Suo yi shuo leh... Ren yi dao mei... jiu hui yi zhi dao mei... SPEECHLESS... Well.. Meet Rick and Denise at Harbourfront and went to the hawker and eat our lunch.. i had two egg pratas while Rick eat chicken rice... and denise drink orange i guess.. Well.. Went to ViVo City and bought tickets of the movie " ARANG "... 2 p.m show... While still early, we decided to go walk-walk.. Denise wanted to withdraw money.. so we go to POSB bank de ATM machine lor... After withdrawing, continue our walk.. Happened to pass by Toy "R" Us... Decided to go in... We were behaving like kids until we get scolded .. xD.. So paiseh sia... Well.. Was having fun of cos... Thinking back about childhood.. like no childhood leh.. xD.. Woot.. Almost 2 p.m.. Bought nacho combo and went to the respective theatre to watch movie.. About the movie.. At first, i thought is a female ghost who killed the 3 victims aka rapists .. chey.. everything was done by the cop whose loved one had been raped by the 3 rapists..well... quite a touching and nice movie.. shall not elaborate much.. after finish watching, both me and rick went to mrt control station to look for rick's frens.. by the name of jessica aka bee and her bf, ben.. Shall name them as B's couple.. =D.. Denise took bus 188 back to lot one to meet her friends.. B's couple bringing us to their church which was trinity church at Adam Road.. The church is organising an event as a celebration for Valentine's Day and also a live drama called y=mx + c.. After the drama end, there was this pastor,Gary, elaborating about the drama.. and he actually mixed up the two main characters story..but no one correct his mistake..Well.. then after he finish his elaboration..he talks about god's thingy.. There was this moment..when everyone was asked to close their eyes and raise their hand if they are feeling troubled.. so that God can save them and help them.. I actually wanted to raise up but somehow i didn't... Well.. Am trying very hard to hold back my tears when the pastor talks about love thingy.. somehow.. my eyes cant hide from rick, B's couple and Charmaine (who was trying to ask us to join them).. Sorry.. rejected her request.. well.. Bee and Charmaine started to ask me "Why you cry? Care to share your troubles with us so that we can pray for u? "... I actually lied and reply " No la.. my eyes pain and itchy.. That's why red lor.. thanks"... Then charmaine asked me and rick whether we have any wish/dream/hope so that she can pray for us.. I asked for happiness and wish everyone is healthy and safe.. Thanks for praying for us.. =DD.. Well.. After the talk.. we went to 1st storey to have buffet.. I didnt eat except drink.. then.. the B's couple bring us to this restaurant/cafe called prince of coffee house for dinner.. b's couple and Rick have chicken chop.. while me and Bee's laopo,Xiu Ling have fish n chip... We are having student meal anyway.. Consist of a bowl of soup ( soup of the day ) n garlic bread, chop of our choices ( only got chicken n pork chop, fish n chip.. i think so.. ).. and lastly, two cups of soft drink each.. 1 set of student meal = $6.. quite worth it wor.. not bad =DD.. Well.. finish eating, me and rick decided to go bukit timah to play billiard.. wanted to play LAN but no ppl de.. boo lah.. well.. lost two matches to Rick.. =((.. then i took bus 961 to woodlands interchange while rick took bus 67 to somewhere in keat hong i think.. Well.. FINALLY.. i was pretty lucky.. Reached woodlands.. LAST train towards marina bay.. HENG.. Hais.. overall.. was having both happiness and sadness today.. Thanks to those ppl who are there for me when i am feeling low... I just cant stop myself from thinking... I know my words are very hurtful.. but did u ever think that.. everything is just too sudden... or u have actually planned everything but didnt have the time/courage to tell me... Well.. I can definitely tell u why i think that u treated me as " spared tyre".. it is just too SUDDEN to think elsewhere... this time round.. i must say that both parties have FAULT... I have already done what i can... I seriously dont hope for the worst thing to come.. =((
*You lifted up my spirit right from the start...
~iDUNwishTOloseUasAfren~
**Out of a sudden and a blink of eyes...
~FORGIVEmeORnot~
***You let go of your hand...
~iAMinAdeepSHIT~
****And i fell badly...
~CRAPS~
*****iMISSu...
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